No, it was not. I was angry and hurt. I thought I did not mean as much to him as he did to me. I was wrong.

[To punish himself, he had cut his wrists and almost perished from the blood loss. The Tayledras - Starwind - was able to save him and give him a new path in life.]

I... [He pushes back his sleeves and reveals the scars on his wrists.] I did not think I could live.