I am an Adept Healer-Mage of the Tayledras. If I do not have control of my powers by now, there is no hope. [Which means, yes, he has control.] If I were...emotionally overwhelmed...I know too how to cut myself off from taking energy from the land. And if I somehow fail to stop myself - as unlikely as that would be - my Master and Ashke would intervene.
video [cw: suicide]