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Richard Strand ([personal profile] nobasisinfact) wrote in [community profile] thesphererp2019-12-07 08:03 am

Voice: un.TheStrandInstitute

To the person who chose to change any suit I wore yesterday, I'm sure you think you're amusing, however, that's far from something I plan to become upset over.

[Yes, he realizes this is a challenge. Yes, he realizes this is probably Loki. No, he doesn't care.]
11calls: (66)

[personal profile] 11calls 2019-12-26 11:48 pm (UTC)(link)
If that's what I want? Have you lost your fucking mind? No, it's not want I want. I love you. I want you. But I'm not crazy. I'm not crazy, I'm not imagining things and I'm not willing to live with a lie.

You talk about truths in the universe all the time, Richard. But you can't even admit this one to yourself. Even when the evidence is right there in front of you.

[And Alex just sends her memory of that day, complete with the sounds of him fighting the demon, the shove and everything that came after. Including the demon trying to kill her.]

I'm not choosing to leave. You're choosing to shove me away. Again.
11calls: what does that mean it's this or you're firing me?! (Seriously?!)

[personal profile] 11calls 2019-12-27 12:53 am (UTC)(link)
Our whole lives are happening in events where reality is augmented! You did something no one else was able to. You fought the demon's possession on you. More than once. Do you think that I didn't investigate the hell out of what happened to everyone during that incident?

You shoved me away, more than once.

You're lying to yourself, Richard if you don't think that this is what's happening.

[Alex's voice gets small and sad and hurt sounding rather than angry.]

And I don't know how to help you stop.

Look. I know you've been wanting to keep me away from that whole part of your family history, what Oneida means and all of that. But it's not helping either of us.
Edited 2019-12-27 01:16 (UTC)
11calls: (sure okay)

[personal profile] 11calls 2019-12-29 04:04 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe! But something still happened, and it wasn't just a nightmare. We've both been in tons of other nightmares at this point, and nothing like that has happened before. It's not the space because I was down there when there was the flooding and that didn't happen. We've both been down there since then and it didn't happen.

But I do know that I'm not crazy or imagining what happened. And I know I didn't do it and the demon didn't do it. There's no one else who could have but you.
11calls: I haven't slept in a year (I'm just so tired)

[personal profile] 11calls 2019-12-29 04:46 am (UTC)(link)
Because nothing else about that makes sense!
11calls: (wtf)

[personal profile] 11calls 2019-12-29 05:01 am (UTC)(link)
Not if someone was blocking you from doing that. You don't think that Warren would have known how to stop you from finding her any way he could?
11calls: why is it always fucking demons?! (demons)

[personal profile] 11calls 2019-12-29 05:13 am (UTC)(link)
I really don't think there's anything convenient about any of this.
11calls: (sure okay)

[personal profile] 11calls 2019-12-29 05:37 am (UTC)(link)
How do you know he hadn't been blocking them before?

He's not here now, and this happened. Maybe finding someone just isn't in your wheelhouse. You didn't find me when Annie had me kidnapped.

But either way: you wanted to get me away from you when you had that demon inside of you. That is what you wanted to have happen and that is what happened. No imagining it, no tripping and falling, no the demon doing it. You did it without physically touching me.
11calls: (sure okay)

[personal profile] 11calls 2019-12-29 06:53 am (UTC)(link)
[Flatly.]

Never. In your entire life? And never in another nightmare?

So why then?
11calls: is it true you went missing for five days? (questioning)

[personal profile] 11calls 2019-12-29 07:16 am (UTC)(link)
Do you have a hypothesis?
11calls: Walking in mist is a bad idea, Alex. (Default)

[personal profile] 11calls 2019-12-29 08:17 am (UTC)(link)

Is me imagining it or being insane off the table as one?

11calls: Walking in mist is a bad idea, Alex. (Default)

[personal profile] 11calls 2019-12-29 08:24 am (UTC)(link)

And I didn’t imagine it?

11calls: (7)

[personal profile] 11calls 2019-12-29 08:46 am (UTC)(link)
[And Alex is just going to replay it again, the force of it both times and it feels the same as the demon strangling her without touching her.]

I didn't.
11calls: Could you pause the recorder a minute? (Recording)

[personal profile] 11calls 2019-12-29 09:05 am (UTC)(link)
Okay. Good. Then we'll figure it out what the hell it was.