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thesphererp2020-03-11 08:46 pm
notmybattle) wrote in thesphererp2020-03-11 08:46 pm
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[Guilt is something that has been a part of Alex's life for a long time. Something that he's let eat at him, let chew him up and spit him out. Lay him out raw and bleeding. A part of that deals with his old man. Another part of that just... himself.]
I should've never left Michael in Roswell when I went off to war. Guerin is someone that I fell in love with and I allowed myself to walk away. To fall into the destruction of war. If I was going to leave Roswell, I should've taken him with me.
[He gives a soft sigh and brushes fingers through his hair, glaring slightly. Not that there's anyone there to glare at.]
I should've never left for war.
I should've never left Michael in Roswell when I went off to war. Guerin is someone that I fell in love with and I allowed myself to walk away. To fall into the destruction of war. If I was going to leave Roswell, I should've taken him with me.
[He gives a soft sigh and brushes fingers through his hair, glaring slightly. Not that there's anyone there to glare at.]
I should've never left for war.