[He took the bottle, and poured a little in each glass. He was definitely trying to not drink it fast, as much as he’d like to... The detective been trying to be better about moderation since the last mess, if only so that he could remain functional and continue to work.]

Sometimes rationalizing is the only way to deal with something serious, I can’t fault you for doing so?

[Llewellyn paused long enough to take a sip, it’s good scotch. Definitely higher tier. Similar to what his inspector would have kept in his office.]

I don’t know that could I feel better for it being out there, it would mm... be nice if I could. Perhaps in time, once there’s some from this; but for now...

[For now it only left him feeling ill inside, honestly. His greatest failing and loss in one go.]

I’m not used to people knowing. About this, about my brothers— or any of my family really.