[Llewellyn nodded sympathetically. It did indeed ‘suck’ as she put it.]

It’s not easy, especially if it’s forced... I try to avoid it too...? Try to keep everything to myself, but well— sometimes the world won’t allow that... It just likes to drag it all out in the open.

[It’s not even just this world, even his own had a way of bringing his private life into focus. As though his life, his pain, his issues were some form of entertainment for a cruel and unnamed god.

He paused though, eyes widening a little at the statement.]

Nothing? It doesn’t... It doesn’t effect you at all? I uh— I mean it doesn’t really do anything aside from dull the senses for a time... Doesn’t actually make the problems go away.

[Still, that ‘sucked’ too.]

Though, I try to not drink enough that it does that for me anymore. I mm... let it get bad for a while... Before I came here. Trying to do better these days.

[Which his brain was rebelling against a bit lately, this world was a lot and it was very tempting to do more than indulge in a drink or two.]