[So close, close enough for him to tilt his head just slightly and embrace the other man. Alec was a damned tormenter and Seregil was sure the other man knew it. He was baiting him.]
And I'm well aware of how close you are. It's maddening, you know.
[It was strange, being this honest with Alec about his feelings. He'd hid them for what felt like forever, and now he was able to tell him just how much he wanted to be with him. In the end, he had no one but himself to blame, as with all things in his life; his suffering was his own doing.]
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[So close, close enough for him to tilt his head just slightly and embrace the other man. Alec was a damned tormenter and Seregil was sure the other man knew it. He was baiting him.]
And I'm well aware of how close you are. It's maddening, you know.
[It was strange, being this honest with Alec about his feelings. He'd hid them for what felt like forever, and now he was able to tell him just how much he wanted to be with him. In the end, he had no one but himself to blame, as with all things in his life; his suffering was his own doing.]