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[gristle]

[It's true to form that Beverly would make an audio post, but she definitely sounds miserable. Maybe more miserable than she has in a long time, and that's with the whole demon thing last month.]

Aaron and Eric are gone. I just came over for dinner and... 

[And they're gone.]

First Jason and now this. Why does everyone keep leaving?! 

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Re: [Video; UN: dancingmoon]

[gristle]

You don't need to worry about me, I'm fine!

[She definitely is not at all fine. She just lost two of her dads.]

[Video; UN: dancingmoon]

[moondancing]

You are experiencing grief at the very least. I would say that is entirely natural in this case and you should let others care for you.

[gristle]

The people who should be caring for me are gone! I don't want new people!

[Because she doesn't trust them in the slightest.]

[moondancing]

Closing yourself off will solve nothing. I know.

[gristle]

Yeah? How?

[moondancing]

I did it once and I tried to end my life.

[gristle]

I wouldn't try and end my life. I have things that I need to do.

Besides, I was here old. I don't die here.

[moondancing]

Good. I regretted it as soon as I attempted it. There is much for me to do too.

[She is so smart. He admires her for that.]

What do you mean? You have experienced your future here?

[gristle]

Yeah. Older me from the future was here for a little bit.

[moondancing]

Not many can say they have met their future self. What was it like?

[gristle]

Weird.

[moondancing]

To put it lightly.

I would be unnerved too.

[gristle]

Yeah. But it reminded me of things that I need to do that I didn't want to think about.

When I'm her age.

[moondancing]

You will see them done; I am confident. [Sometimes they all need reminders.] For now, rest.

[gristle]

Maybe at some point.

[But definitely not right now.]

[moondancing]

I am here if you need anything.