I brought the man I loved to the place where I died. I only took the bullet so I would not have to live in a world without him. [She chuckles at the irony. She's here now. Without him.]

I do not know if he survived, or if he died. I gave him reason to leave, if he wished. But it may have been too late. I don't know if I care if it is too late or not.

That is on top of what else I have done. I am truly a devil.