Voice; un.Ben.Solo

[havethestrength]

[There's a heavy sigh. Ben knows this will come eventually even if he doesn't seek it out. It's better to have it over with than prolong it indefinitely.]

What we saw in the tunnel; some of you may have questions. Ask.

Comments

Re: Private Audio

[gristle]

God that's so dumb.

Re: Private Audio

[havethestrength]

It's not something I can change.

Re: Private Audio

[gristle]

I’m sorry.

Re: Private Audio

[havethestrength]

It's my own doing.

Re: Private Audio

[gristle]

It still sucks. No one should be trying to like kill you here because of it or anything.

Re: Private Audio

[havethestrength]

To be honest, I deserve it. I wasn't a nice man.

Re: Private Audio

[gristle]

Are you trying to be better?

Re: Private Audio

[havethestrength]

I am.

Re: Private Audio

[gristle]

Good.

Re: Private Audio

[havethestrength]

It doesn't excuse what I've done.

Re: Private Audio

[gristle]

No it doesn’t. That’s not the point of it.

Re: Private Audio

[havethestrength]

No. I guess it's not.

Re: Private Audio

[gristle]

This place is like a second chance and shit.

Re: Private Audio

[havethestrength]

I don't know that I deserve one.

[gristle]

You’re still here though.

[havethestrength]

I still deserve the scorn for what I did.

[He remembers the scorn from her when he revealed that he'd killed his father. He deserved that.]

[gristle]

Sounds like you just wanna be punished. It’s dumb and doesn’t work.

[havethestrength]

I don't want to be punished, but I won't say that what I did should be forgiven just because I'm here.

[gristle]

Okay. Whatever.

[havethestrength]

I don't want to be punished, I just know how people will react to my past.