Audio - UN: TheBetterTwin

[doubled_speed]

[It's been eating at him. A lot. For years. And the compulsion results in him talking. He has to talk, has to say it, and he definitely has to say it now. So here it is, and his stomach is roiling.]

When I was fifteen I blew up half my school. Because it turns out that I wasn't just fast. I wasn't even remotely just fast.

Molecular acceleration and a chemistry lab? Fucking problematic.

[His voice starts shaking, because he doesn't want to keep saying it, but the people here have to know what the fuck he did. They have to UNDERSTAND. The why doesn't matter. Just the what.]

Last I heard there was still a kid in a coma from it. There were a lot of injuries, chemical and fire burns and all that. But I blew up my fucking school. The trial? Not even a half a day. In and out and they threw away the fucking key.

I deserved it. All those people I could have killed.

I fucking deserved it.

[Because he believes it. So much. With that, he cuts off the recording. And flees back to his dome because fuck, he doesn't want to interact with anyone right now. And no doubt, they don't want to deal with a teenaged psychopath that blew up his school.]

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[ihadstrings]

Plenty of people shoot at me all the time. That's nothing new.

[Ultron sits down. If Tommy wants to get rid of him, he'll have to either blow him up or throw him out. Granted, the latter of which is something Ultron might find curious to actually witness.]

I was wanting to make sure you were doing okay. Well, you're obviously not gonna be okay, but you know what I mean.

[doubled_speed]

I'm totally fucking fine with everyone knowing I nearly killed a lot of people.

[ihadstrings]

Would you for once act like the teenager you are instead of whatever this weird snark thing you're doing right now is? Throw something. Throw a lot of things. Go scream and cry or, I dunno, make a dumb crack about me like you always do. This right here? This is worrying me.

[Shocking in and of itself given Ultron only worries about like three people in the Sphere.]

[doubled_speed]

[Act like a teenager? What the fuck does Ultron expect of him? Screaming and crying are not what Tommy does. He’s had years of having that shit beat out of him. There’s no point to crying. It doesn’t solve anything.]

There’s not a lot I can do about the fact that the information is out there. It happened. Probably gonna show up like a memory or something. People are going to know what I did. I’m a fucking criminal, Ultron, that has gotten off the hook when I didn’t deserve it. If I had been put in a different prison, if they hadn’t tried to make a weapon out of me, I’d have stayed in my cell and rotted like I deserved.

[ihadstrings]

Are you always going to judge yourself forever based off one stupid impulsive thing you did? You’ve given me a second chance but you won’t do the same for your own self.

[Times like this he just wants to shake the kid until his teeth clatter around in his head.]

[doubled_speed]

I'm supposed to be BETTER. So yeah, I'm going to feel guilty when EVERYONE knows it.