Tommy Shepard (
doubled_speed) wrote in
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[It's been eating at him. A lot. For years. And the compulsion results in him talking. He has to talk, has to say it, and he definitely has to say it now. So here it is, and his stomach is roiling.]
When I was fifteen I blew up half my school. Because it turns out that I wasn't just fast. I wasn't even remotely just fast.
Molecular acceleration and a chemistry lab? Fucking problematic.
[His voice starts shaking, because he doesn't want to keep saying it, but the people here have to know what the fuck he did. They have to UNDERSTAND. The why doesn't matter. Just the what.]
Last I heard there was still a kid in a coma from it. There were a lot of injuries, chemical and fire burns and all that. But I blew up my fucking school. The trial? Not even a half a day. In and out and they threw away the fucking key.
I deserved it. All those people I could have killed.
I fucking deserved it.
[Because he believes it. So much. With that, he cuts off the recording. And flees back to his dome because fuck, he doesn't want to interact with anyone right now. And no doubt, they don't want to deal with a teenaged psychopath that blew up his school.]
When I was fifteen I blew up half my school. Because it turns out that I wasn't just fast. I wasn't even remotely just fast.
Molecular acceleration and a chemistry lab? Fucking problematic.
[His voice starts shaking, because he doesn't want to keep saying it, but the people here have to know what the fuck he did. They have to UNDERSTAND. The why doesn't matter. Just the what.]
Last I heard there was still a kid in a coma from it. There were a lot of injuries, chemical and fire burns and all that. But I blew up my fucking school. The trial? Not even a half a day. In and out and they threw away the fucking key.
I deserved it. All those people I could have killed.
I fucking deserved it.
[Because he believes it. So much. With that, he cuts off the recording. And flees back to his dome because fuck, he doesn't want to interact with anyone right now. And no doubt, they don't want to deal with a teenaged psychopath that blew up his school.]
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Figure something out.
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Mature. If you wanna fight a tiger hit me up. You’re being enough of a dick I’m not so worried if my claws accidentally catch you. 🖕
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I’d say prove it but I’d never intentionally try.
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Forget I said anything, dude. Enjoy wallowing.
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I have. That doesn’t mean I think you’re right. You just someone to tell you what you think is true but it’s not. I’m not going to lie to you because you can’t accept another point of view.
Stupid accidents don’t really call for this much self-flagellation
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And it is still a fucking accident.
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